Wednesday, August 31, 2005
yeah!!! today went back to my sec school and saw all my frenz and teachers.. some of them really change alot... after seeing them i found out that i really miss all of them esp is xuan shi and christine!!! after staying in sch for awhile, i went to orchard wif christine then we decided to go catch movie.. we watch a lame show... that show effect is not bad but that show got no storyline... the name of the lame show is "Saints Ange." After watching the show we went to meet Daddy they all.. we all sit at coffee beans and chat for awhile then we decided to go home.. on the way home, i saw Cat aka jian nu ren... then we chat abt our life and we stood at the canel there and chatted for near an hour... really feel great after chatting wif Cat aka jian nu ren....
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Tuesday, August 30, 2005
im back to blog again. today me and jane pon sch and go shopping together. its so fun shopping wif jane. we went to far east then jane acc me to winsland house to interview then we went to cathay. Jane went cathay to buy a bag then we shop shop for awhile then went back to far east. we spent the whole day shopping at far east. however i didnt buy much things today. i onlly bought a top and a pair of earring. even though i didnt buy much things but i am still very happy cos jane and i really enjoy each other accompany.. we were joking and laughing the whole day. this sentence is specially for all my berries gals: "hey darling, don't forget our date k?", "im really looking forward to the day."
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Sunday, August 28, 2005
at last i am back to my single life again.. he and i broke up on 26 august... the reason we broke is tat we dont suit each other.. however i don feel sad when i break wif him. haha.... Sam helped me analyise and her conclusion is the same as me which is i juz simply had a crush on him.. i tink i will haf a crush on him because he is there to help me when i am feeling sad therefore i will "fall" for him.. i tink that after this whole things i come to a conclusion... the conclusion is i still can't forget him!!! he is still there in my mind and heart!!!
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Friday, August 26, 2005
after long thoughts, i have finally decided to gif myself another 2 weeks to see if this whole rs will be able to work out... i am willing to compromise in order to save this rs. therefore i hope that u will also be able to gif in abit to save this rs... really wan to thank nest for trying his best in helping me to save this whole rs... actually i feel like going up to him and ask him 1 question. the question is "do u still wan this whole rs?" I got a question to ask those ppl who haf been maintain a long rs. the question is "how are u all able to make a rs last?" lastly 1 qns to those ppl who noe me very well. "Y am i unable to let a rs last? is it my fault?"
Ok gtg le haha... done this post during lesson.. so muz faster get back to work le!!! hehe!!!
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Thursday, August 25, 2005
after a few days of thinking, i think that i should give myself more time to think about everything that had happened for this few days. i would like to thanks those people who had been giving me advice. I really appreciate the advice that u all have given to me even though I may not have really carry out the advices that had been given to me by all of u. Secondly, i like to thank K for listening to all my trouble. I really like to say a big thank you to all of u.
Hey K i would like to tell u: "cheer up and don get bother over all those things and get affected. Juz rem that u haf a friend here to provide u a listening ear. Juz call me when u need a listening ear."
Ok enough of all these serious talk, lets haf some fun talks.
Haha... today my classmates are so cool. all the gals wear formal wear to sch and we are group together!!! haha!!!!
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Monday, August 22, 2005
argh!!! y isnt everything going in the way i wan it to be???
Firstly is my lappy!!! This stupid lappy is giving me so many problem. I simply hate this lappy of mine!!!
Secondly is my rs!!! I don noe wat had happen to my rs... its simply going no where le... i simply treasure this rs but i am lost as i dun noe wat to do!!!
Lastly is my life!!! I feel that now I am simply having no life.. I am haf been rushing for all the different types of meeting and I simply haf got no time for my family!!!!
I simply hate my life now!!! Can anyone gif me some advices on wat i shld do??? Can the world simply gif me more time so that i am able to get back wat i had lost!!!
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Sunday, August 21, 2005
argh!!! i am lost again!!! not knowing wat to do again.... why should everything turn sour so fast??? the same old question i am going to ask again: "is our sweet memory juz tat short?" maybe u haf done something to touch me but i tink that something u haf done is fading in my mind and i tink tat we are back to the time when we juz noe each other... saying it in a simpler way, we are simply like frenz again!!! is there anybody there to save me??? maybe i am not meant to get into a rs.. haha!!!
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Thursday, August 18, 2005
sorry!! havent been blogging this few days cos i am simply to busy wif my SA fundraising things!!! have been reaching home at around 10 plus everyday!!! argh so tired!! today Sam & i haf done something dumb!!! We took train to Redhill MRT then we suddenly don feel like going sch so we ended up at Lucky Plaza de Mac slacking till ard 11 plus then we went for job interview. After the job interview we went Bugis shopping and i am so happy cos at last i bought the bag i wanted for very long and its so CHEAP!!! i only pay $13 for the bag and $5 for the "flower" to design the bag!!! after shopping we went to Jurong for another interview.. then suddenly my zhu zhu msg me saying he wan to meet me so the 2 of us went to JP to shop till ard 7 then he acc me home. Went home then found out that mum nv cook so dad brought jie and me go eat!! regret go eat cos i am now so full!!!
__The bag i bought__
__The "flower" on my bag__
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Sunday, August 14, 2005
ytday went out for a double "date"!!! its so fun!!! first me meet my zhu zhu then we went Far East to shop shop... then we went to meet the next "couple" and we went to watch movie... we wanted watch 5.40 show but its so full so we watch8pm show... so we decided to go play pool while waiting for 8 to come.... its so fun we watched Wedding Crashers!!! that show is so funny!!! after movie we went to haf our dinner at Lao Pa Sa!!! Haha... then we went home sweet home!!! As a conclusion, ytday is so fun!!!
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Friday, August 12, 2005
So happy ytday!!! went out wif my zhu zhu... we went shopping but in the end zhu zhu didnt get to buy any clothes... then we decided to go watch movie... before we went into the cinema, zhu zhu did something tat really make me so touched!!! at first i ask him how is he going to show his chen yi... then he thought for very long... in the end he went to bought flower and kneel in front of me and ask me the question... at that point of time i am so shocked as i really dont noe how to react... after our show we went to Singapore River and sat there... in the end i reach home at ard 12 plus... but slept at ard 1 plus cos i was talking to Gal Gal... slept so late last nite ended up nv go sch today!!! hehe!!!
The Flower Given To Me By Zhu Zhu
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
haha... ytday is national day and i got to help out however i got myslf burn by the stupid sun.... ouch my face is now so painful!!!! even though i got my face burnt, i am still very happy cos i am able to forget K and start anew wif ZC!!! feeling so happy ytday cos when to haf supper wif ZC and his friend then he acc me home.. the journey back is so enjoyable.... haha... simply cant wait for this sat to come... haha...
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Monday, August 08, 2005
i simply don feel like waking up cos i noe tat once im awake, i will be thinking of him again and i noe that i will not get my answer again... ZC im really sorry if i am using u to forget him but i would like to tell u something... i juz need time to forget him... really hope tat he will appear today cos i simply miss him too much!!! can someone tell me wat shld i do?? shld i let him go or shld i keep waiting for his ans... K_ _g can u tell me wat shld i do?
kept forever 10:14 AM
argh!! i really wan him to tell me long muz i still wait??? i haf been trying to gif in to him but he is giving me the feeling that he wan to gif up... can someone help me tell him tat if he really wan to gif up juz tell me straight... i don like the feeling of waiting... i wan to noe it quick... hey K_ _g do u noe that i really wish u can forget everything and our time go back to 02-08-05 but i noe u will tell me the same old ans which is let me think... i really wish tat everything nv happen.. y am i so dumb to not believe u!!! IM REALLY SORRY!!! juz hope u will forgive me and let me noe the answer as soon as possible... i really cant stand it anymore le... i dont noe when i will really haf depression!!! Gal Gal wan to tell u something don gif up!! as wat i noe she will not take it at heart de.. juz forget everything and start again wif her!!
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Saturday, August 06, 2005
argh so vexed!!! don noe wat to do... having so many things to tink and stress over. Firstly is my school work then is all my SA event lastly is my life.... wat should i do?? i haf always wanting to learn to be independent but i simply cant because i having been depending on him too much... even though i got alot of ppl to help me out but i simply still cant control myself.. Help!!!
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