Saturday, February 25, 2006
slept for 14 hours last night... was so tired!!! had a terrible dream last night.. a dream i wish would nv come true... muz be curious wat the dream is rite? haha!!
the dream i had is he told me that every fri and sat he wont be free cos he need to ACCOMPANY HIS GIRLFRIEND!!! the moment i heard that i am so hurt!!
i noe that 1 day he will be tgt with the gal he love however i juz don wish that day to come so early cos i am still not prepared to gif up on him hence if he tell me tat i will feel super duper wuper luper hurt... however if he tell me tat after i gif up on him, i will wish him all the best...
I noe that people who had read most of my entry may think that i am very stupid and foolish to be crazy over a guy who no longer have feelings for me.. the only answer i can gif all of u is that love is alwaays blind... so no matter if the other party love u or not, u will still love him/her.. that is wat we call love..
kept forever 12:34 PM
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
ytday was the day for Project Makeover!!! Went sch super duper wuper luper early.. woke up at 6am to prepare and left home at 7am cos my reach sch by 7.30am.. was busy preparing for the event... event started at ard 12.30pm.. the stage is very empty so i went to ask sharon and her classmates to sit on the stage in order to fill up all the seats on the stage... the whole ended at ard 1.30pm and we started packing the stage.. after the event, Rendall, michelle, him and i went to Cine de yuki yaki to eat... then we are super duper wuper luper full... so we started to crap inside.. haha!!! from the breakfastr cum lunch cum dinner meal, allow me to noe him more... so happy!!!
however i feel that what happen on friday is juz a short moment... it is juz meant to be a memory for me.. nothing much..
wanting to live in the memory of u and me..
kept forever 11:06 AM
Saturday, February 18, 2006
my LOVE for u is getting DEEPER!! omg!! wat can i do!! can u please tell me... muackzz...
kept forever 11:11 PM
ytday was my best day!!! got to spend my day wif him.... had culture ytday... after lesson, i wan for SA general meeting... omg!! this is the first time i feel that SA got so little ppl cos not much ppl attend the meeting.. after the meeting, we went to Plaza to look for Adrian... then we started preparing for the rehearsal... the rehearsal start at ard 7pm... all participants are first taught how to do proper catwalk... the rehearsal end at ard 10pm.. then i went to pub wif him, darling sharon and her classmate... we open a bottle of Chivas... the both of us chatted for awhile... we stayed there till near 3am... as i was abit tired, he acc me home... on the way home, i slept on his lap and his shoulder.. so happy... and i also apologise for accusing him in the past... was so happy on the way home... he really took good care of me... muacks!!!haha!!
*this day is juz my day juz like 020805* its my favourite day!!*
kept forever 1:40 PM
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
ytday was valentine day.. haha!! so naughty me.. didnt attend school cos i was so tired and i need to rush my poster for my SA POP so i decided to stay at home to complete my poster... took a few hours to finish a simple poster... stupid me!!! after doing the poster i decided to watch Fruit Basket... the show is soooooooo nice!!! after watching a few episode, Rendall they all ask me whether i wan to go sing K.. didnt wan to go cos was quite tired and i havent complete my poster... but they all ask me to go so... haha!! we sang from 6pm all the way till 11.30pm.. then reach home super late cos the kuku cab driver too 1 big round... con my money sia...
today.. i simply slack in class sia... lesson was quite easy... so finish the ppt super early... then went to Redhill Market to buy food for him... at first darling bluff him that its the gals buy for him de... he dont really believe.. but he still ate the rice... so happy... however in the end he saw his frenz conversation and found out that i am the one who bought him the rice... *shy*
kept forever 1:44 PM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
ytday was the day most RP ppl are waiting for... Its the RP bash!! Meet darling 6pm at her hse's de MRT station however both of us are late so we met each other late... hehe!!(gals mah) after meeting her, we went down to Chinablack(where RP bash is held) with Bo Shi and his frenz.. its my first time going into Chinablack by the back door man!! its so cool!! was inside Chinablack seeing them practising and setting up the stage.. at ard 8 plus, darling sam and my classmates came... we chat and drink... then also help Bo Shi with his event thingy... poor darling jane and i so hungry but didnt got time to eat till ard 9 then we went to mac to have our dinner... after went back to Chinablack then started drinking abit.. ytday was Rendall's bday, so we treat him a cup of graveyard... poor Rendall ytday got super duper wuper luper drunk... stay in Chinablack till ard 3plus then went home sweet home... haha!!
ytday got injured.. thanks to Bo Shi.. he threw his phone to me then his aiming so lousy.. and thanks ar.. the phone hit my lips and it start bleeding non stop...then now my lips still hurt!!!
*Happy Birthday to Rendall*
kept forever 1:38 PM
Thursday, February 09, 2006
yes!! at last got my last participant for project makeover... haha!! got to plead and beg before my last participant decide to join the project.. ok after getting all the participants.. i need to settle on the door gift, the crew needed for the event itself and not forgetting the emcees!!!
today chat wif him.. so happy... really wan to thanks him for all the concern.. however i feel that he is hinting me something from our conversation.. nvm...
our conversation:(concern from him)
him: rest well lah, have headache still walk so much
me: juz ate panadol. hope can cure my headache. or else i die le
him: den go and rest lor
me: sian after sch still got meeting
him:dun go for meeting la, say sick
kept forever 10:54 PM
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
ok i am back after 7 days of laziness..
this few days nothing much happen..
on sat, went to rendall's hse to play mahjong and blackjack.. ok at last i manage to master abit of mahjong skills... woo!!! and this is my time gambling.. i have nv gamble.. but i lose 6 - 8 bucks.. OMG!! stay at rendall's hse till 11 plus then took cab home.
on mon, which is ytday, got meeting for project makeover.. omg!! we really need applicants man... after meeting when to haf dinner at Clementi.. the two 100% certifited uncle(Daniel and Bo Shi) drank and eat till they are super full lor... haha!! went home and watch show then slept super early..
OMG!! how can my life be so boring man... i really muz go find some life man... I need a more exciting and happening life!!!
This few days many things had been bothering me... but those things that are bothering me are simply juz the same old things... the 2 of them!! after so many months, why i cant still forget u... even though our rs had came to an end for like half a year but i still cant forget u... omg!!! what am i thinking!!! the other wan is K.. i noe i shld gif up but whenever i see him i will realise that i cant.. how can i be such an b*t*h man.. someone pls slap me and wake me up from all this rubbish... ARGH!!
* Happy Belated Birthday to ZC!!*
kept forever 1:48 PM
