Thursday, September 29, 2005
today went to Causeway Point to work!!! the place is so quiet and and totally nv sell anything!! then worked and extra 1 hr cos i really hope i will be able to sell something in the hour!!! haha!!! too bad too sad!!! in the end i still nv sell anything!!! i am sick again!! today worst!!! i am down wif a slight fever, flu, cough and sore throat!!! OH NO!!! i am so shagged now!!! muz really go sleep early or else i will not recover when school reopen!!!
kept forever 10:56 PM
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
omg!!! ytday afternoon my temp actually went up to 39.2 degree... cant imagine i actually can be so sick!! but i am very happy cos he actually IM me when he saw my nick... in my nick i wrote that i am sick then he IM me to ask me to take care of myself... so happy!!! so at ard 5 plus i ate my medicine and went to slp and i actually slp for ard 4 hrs.. so ytday i spend most of my time sleeping!! haha!!
then today morning woke up very early!! cos have to go sch for meeting to prepare for a new project that SCPM had offered me.. so excited cos this is my first time i am given the job of finding sponsorship!!! i noe it maybe tough but i am willing to gif it a try as it will be a challenge to me!!
kept forever 8:09 PM
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
should haf blog last nite but was too weak to on the lappy and type cos i am down wif fever and headache!!! don noe wat happen leh.. in the morning went for the Emcee workshop was feeling abit tired and my back hurts!!! then after the Emcee workshop went to meet SY and YQ.. wanted to watch The Longest Yards but sold out le so went to watch Red Shoes... So funny lor... at first YQ don wan to watch cos he is scared but we insisted to watch so he no choice lor... ended up, is SY scared lor.. he kept hugging YQ!!! haha!!! after watching the movie, we went shopping then went to eat Crystal Jade Xiao Long Bao and Ramen!!! after eating we continue shopping for a while then went home le... when i reached home, i was so tired and weak tat i faster go prepare then off to bed... however cant slp cos my head really hurt!!! ended up ate 1 pandol then try my best to slp!!!
Ytday went for the Emcee workshop and saw him in school.. at first nv went up to talk to him cos we were all going to haf our lunch... after lunch then went to talk to him but we didnt talk much cos he was busy playing his game!!! *sob* was quite quiet during the Emcee Workshop!!! but Sam and Nest don worry i am quiet during the Emcee Workshop not because i saw him then sad... i am quiet cos i don noe wat to say so remain quiet lor... hehe!!!
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Sunday, September 25, 2005
oh yeah!! back from my sis's chalet!!! so fun!! ytday didnt get to eat much things cause was busy helping my sis serve all her guests!! so happy cos get to see all my cousins!! especially Carina!! haha!!! havent seen her for almost a year le!! then candice jie jie, tiffany, carina and me sat together to chat abt our life!! then the whole celebration end at ard 11 plus!!! then only left JNR, HLJ, HLJ's bf, CSB, CSB's bf and me in the chalet!!! we chat and talk then poor JNR got bully by my sis bf and Polin's bf... in the end we slept at ard 1 plus... then haf to wake up at 9am to prepare cos we are to checked out at 10.30 and i also haf to go to AMK to work!! so ke lian!!! therefore took train from Pasir Ris all the way to AMK... so tired!!! then haf to stand for 8 hours and now my leg hurts!!! ok update till here!!
Oh ya rem something funny happened ytday!! ytday my sis was opening her present then when she finished opening the present Meng Kang gave her we all kept laughing none stop!!! show u all the present Meng Kang gave my sis!!!
__This is the present__
__Its actually a piggybank__
__This is the thing inside piggybank__
Please stay tune to my blog for new photos to be uploaded!!! Cos took lots of pix ytday!!!
kept forever 10:39 PM
Friday, September 23, 2005
yeah!!! today off!!! so happy cos this is the first off day that i took tat allow me to sleep till very late... however i nv slp till very late cos my sis and my mum was talking so loud that they woke me up!!! so decided to continue to lie on the bed till ard 10 then wake up!!! The first thing i do when i woke up is to on my lappy and come online!!! hehe!!! stayed online the whole morning so decided to go edit my friendster... Whoa!!! so proud of my friendster cos i had done the layout of my friendster myself!!! yeah!!! played lappy till ard 1 plus then go bath cos meeting darling jane at cck at 3.. haha!!! in the end darling jane is late cos she so ku ku lor went out without her wallet... so went to Hang Ten to change my shorts but so sad no more my size le... so didnt manage to change the shorts... Darling Jane reached cck at ard 3.30 then we went to buy Jeff's bday cake!!! went from bakery to bakery at last found a cake that represnt Berries.. The name of the cake is Berries Blueberry!!! cool rite?? then went to meet Nest at BP Bus Interchange then took bus to Jeff's hse... Poor Jeff!!! got a "cream facial" today and after the "facial" he was given a bath in the pool!!! stayed at jeff's place till ard 10 plus then went home cos dont noe wat to do... Ok gtg le!!! update u on Sunday Nite cos will be at chalet tml!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AH MU!!!
kept forever 11:57 PM
Thursday, September 22, 2005
yo!!! im back!!! went to Paragon to work today!!! that place really very sian not much crowd de!!! however i dont care cos i was tinking wat to buy later after work... was standing there waiting for 7pm to come... today got scolded by one of the Guardian's staff cos my shoes was not accepted.. so she say tat i muz wear covered shoes next time if i go to Paragon de outlet... went shopping after work... haha!!! so happy!!! bought 2 tops, 1 high heel shoes, 1 slipper and 1 shorts!!! i didnt spend a single cent for all the items i bought!! hehe!!! after shopping went to eat... after eating it alrdy 10 plus le... so we went straight home... reached home at ard 11 plus... So sian!! tml haf to get my shorts changed cos the person gave me the wrong size!!! its written on the shorts M size but when i compared it wif my sis shorts(which is S size) there is totally no difference...
__The Shoes I Bought__
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005
hehe!! was super late for work today!!! was supposed to be working at 12 but i reached my working place at 12.45... not my fault actually cos my supervisor did not tell me where i shld be working today so i slept till 10 then my supervisor called me to tell me tat i will be located at Suntec today.. when i reached Suntec, im not sure which Guardian shld i go cos my supervisor told me tat i will be at Suntec Tower 3 but when i reached Suntec Tower 3, i found out tat there is no Guardian at all.. in the end haf to walk all the way back to the Guardian which is located at the entrance of Suntec... was super bored today!!! the Guardian which i went today had not much crowd so didnt manage to sell much.. then the promoters there did not really talk... so i was left alone sitting at my counter... so ke lian... then during lunch, HLJ came to find me so we went to haf 1 hour lunch together.. then after awhile JNR came to find me also then i told her tat David is working at Suntec Gio so she went to see how he look like... haha then got teased by her lor... cos i lost my phone so lost David's number also then JNR ask me to act like nothing go Gio see clothes then ask me go talk to David... so crazy rite? At ard 6 plus, Christine and Wan Ying came to find me... we were standing outside Guardian talking and eating ice cream... haha!!! so bad sia... supposed to off work at 8.45 de but today haf to stock take so stayed till 9 then off work... was so tired today cos was busy settling Jeff bday!!!
*argh* so broke now!! juz transfer $80 for CSB and JNR bday present then paid $100 for my hp bills!!! going to control my spending liao... or else by sch reopen i will not haf money to spend liao cos haf to wait till ard mid Oct then will get my pay... when get my pay still need to buy hp... oh no!!! im really broke!!! haha!!!
kept forever 11:58 PM
Monday, September 19, 2005
phew wake up very early today cos i going school to find him... he got gaming competition so went sch to find him... however we didnt talk much.. i felt like a fool standing there.. Luckily got Li Wei dere to acc me or else i will really look super stupid... Stay in sch for abt 15 minutes then have to rush to work... Still tinking abt those advices he told me for Sharon's situation.. is he trying to hint me something?? *argh* don noe wat he is thinking!!!! Recently, i find his nick quite weird... is he putting all those words for fun or the is actually a meaning behind it???
OMG!!! my legs now hurts!!! wore the stupid shoes i bought tat day and it is killing me for wearing it the whole day!!! going to wait for my legs to heal le...
today went sch then got laugh by Li Wei, Boon Leng they all lor... kept saying im a office gal!!! so bad!!! haha!!!
kept forever 10:39 PM
Sunday, September 18, 2005
juz went to see Sharon's blog!!! saw her entries and i feel that she and i is now experiencing the same thingy!! we both like a guy and we are always waiting for their sms but the percentage of them replying is simply soooo low tat we got nothing better to say!! then we both got advisors but our advisors are like not encouraging us to sms them as our advisors are simply trying to tell us to gif up on the guy we like!! i really don noe y we both haf to suffer this type of treatment!!! i am actually quite sick of the feeling of waiting for his sms all the time!! but wat can i do... i juz cant help myself but wanting to sms now!!! really hope that one day, Sharon and I will be able to get out of this mystery and we are able to enjoy the life we used to haf in the past when we first noe the guy we like!!! *praying hard*
Really sad now!!! juz now send him a sms then after half an hour to an hour, he reply me 3 words.. the 3 words is who are u? i am really very sad when i saw that msg!!! i asked myself.. y did he ask me this question? is it because he deleted my contact or wat?
kept forever 10:22 PM
Saturday, September 17, 2005
so tired!! have been working at City Link Guardian for these few days!!! didnt do anything special nither did anything special happen... juz got to noe a few promoters working there and did chat wif them...
Ytday was quite bored as the area was quite quiet so did not haf much customers... therefore i decided to write something to express my feelin...
This is wat i wrote:
"Reaching for the sky, but i couldn't reach
Reaching for your heart, but i'm not sure if its still there for me to reach
From this, I know that i must learn to cherish whatever is there for me before it disappear and
I wiill regret for not reaching for it at first"
" On my way to work, I will think if you had woke up
Sitting behind my counter, I will think what you are doing now
On my way home, I will think if you are working tonight
All these thinking i have for you will lead me to wanting to message u but i will tell myself i cannot. "
Really cant imagine i can worte something so stupid!! haha!!!
kept forever 11:50 PM
Friday, September 16, 2005
so tired and shagged!!! went to paragon to work today... thought will be able to sell alot today however i am wrong cos the place is simply too quiet!!! haha~~!!! reach home at ard 9 plus then didnt do much thing.. haf been sitting in front of my sick lappy for a few hours!!! my purpose of sitting in front of this sick lappy cos want to wait for him to come online!!! but till now he havent come online!!! maybe he is working or he haf went for the polyforum thingy!!! didnt msg him today cos i wan to be more independent... i wan to stop myself from relying on him... hope i will be able to make it..*pray*
kept forever 12:30 AM
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
I'm back!!! so tired!!! went for my SA teambuilding and leadership camp.. was one of the programme MC so was able to escape from all the dirty and disgusting games.. hehe!!! didn't slp much during the camp... during the last nite of the camp me and sharon stay up till 3 plus when the rest of the ppl in our room had already fall aslp le... me and sharon were talking the whole nite and we shared each of our story... haha!!! then when PS to eat wif my berries... after tat wanted to buy my OP top but the OP at PS had close down i tink... haha!! then we decided to go home cos all of us are very tired... so i went down to Great World City to get my timesheet signed then i went home... when i reach home, i faster bath then slp... slept till 7 plus then my sis woke me up to have my dinner (which is cooked by her)... OMG didnt see him for 19 days le!!!
kept forever 8:40 PM
Sunday, September 11, 2005
*phew* at last i am done wif the fair at Great World City!!! quite happy today cos he actually got reply to my sms!! * =) * omg tml going for SA teambuilding camp so not gonna to update u for 3 days!!! sorry!!! today he msg to tell me tat the bottle i haf done for him break!!! i was so sad when i heard that the bottle break!!! i faster call Kelvin to check wif him if he got any extra bottles cos i going to do a new wan for him... but he told me no need cos he don wan to waste my time!! i told him tat doing things for him is not wasting my time... anyway doing that bottle thingy is very fast de... i am glad that he actually tell me the truth that the bottle broke!!!
ok gtg le!!! muz start packing my bag for tml camp or else i will be dead!!! haha!!!
kept forever 10:34 PM
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
back to blog again!!! today sales not bad!!! manage to sell 12 products!!! however from 11am till 3 plus i was so afraid that i couldn't sell anything... haha!!! thanks to the trimslim's promoter!!! after he sold something, then i manage to sell something!!! haha!!!
yes!! i am able to control myself today!!! i only send him 1 sms but so sad cos he nv reply:(
i was waiting and waiting but he nv reply!!!! after work on my way home, i called him but his hp spoilt so we nv talk long!!! argh!!! so sad!!! really hope that he is able to acc me eat on thursday!!! *wishing*
got his answer le!!! he is working so cannot acc me!! so sad!!! * =( *
juz went into friendster and had read his testi... saw something that make me feel like crying!!! saw the testi... i am afraid that my trust for him is getting lesser and lesser... i really don wan to accept the fact that he and her is together but the testi is telling me to accept the fact!!! argh!!! after tat when to her blog and i got killed by her entry!!! tink i am going to be "killed" by the 2 of them soon!! *sob*
kept forever 12:03 AM
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
phew!!! im so tired!!! today is SA familyday!!! slept at 1 plus last nite and haf to wake up at 7am this morning!!! so sian!!!! even though i haf to wake up very early this morning, i enjoy my day alot!! i was so packed wif games and activities tat i got no time to think of him... however when its time for our own activities, my brain is sick again.... hehe!!! today family day got bbq... and we have bbq something great!!! thanks to Sam, we are able to taste such a great food which is banana wif melted chocolate..*yummy* then we play and chat till ard 10plus then Sam's parents come to fetch her so her parents also "long pan" me back!!!! Overall, I like to say that i really enjoy my day and SA Family Day is so FUN!!!! haha!!!
kept forever 12:12 AM
Monday, September 05, 2005
omg!!! wat have i been thinking these few days??? i have been wanting to see him or msg him... i tink i am really sick in the brain!!! really sad when he didnt reply my msg... i would be thinking whether did he get my sms or is he trying to avoid me by not replying my sms... whenever i receive his reply, i would be so happy that i will smile at the phone!!! omg!!! i tink im really mad!!! haha!!! really wan to ask him those qns but i really don dare and lots of ppl have been telling me the same old things which is "if u two get together, u all wont last long" and "he and her maybe together so y u still tink of him" however, i had learnt my lesson... i haf choose to believe myself and believe him... unless he tell me personally or i see it myself, or else i will only treat what things those ppl tell me as an advice but i would not suspect him... u all may think that im really dumb but i tink that if u like a person u muz always trust the person...haha!!! nvm since i can waste 5 years on a guy, y cant i juz waste another few months on him...
kept forever 12:48 AM
Saturday, September 03, 2005
omg!!! im so tired and hungry now!!! woke up at 8am this morning then left home at ard 9.30am to go work... haha!!! wore so formal today!!! then wore the stupid shoes i bought ytday and now my legs hurt!!! going to have blister soon!!! didnt ate much today so im so hungry now!!! *waiting for my hor fan* today got to know a new frenz and she taught me something new!!! the thing she taught me is PTL... wondering wat is PTL rite?? PTL = Part Time Lao gong / Part Time Lao po!! cool rite??
The difference between PTL and FTL( Full Time Lao gong/ Full Time Lao po) is that for PTL, u all did not need to meet all the time.. u all can choose to meet or not to meet.. whereas for FTL, u all have to meet at least once a week!! Putting it in a simpler term, getting a PTL, u all will have more freedom...
kept forever 10:59 PM
Friday, September 02, 2005
haha.. im back... today wake up at around 8am to get ready for my training... today training was quite a tough wan... saw so many products and i am going to faint!!! imagine i have to rem all the products name and wat is it for... *faints* tonight got to burn midnight oil reading through all my notes... haha!!! after training i went back sch to let my classmates see the video i had done for the class... then went shopping wif Sam... went Far East again... hehe!!! manage to bought a pair of shoe and went to do manicure!!! heard from Sam that he wore pink top today!!! argh didnt get to see how he look like in pink top!!! wasted!!! omg cant imagine i am going to formal tml!!! haha!!! ok gtg le!!! muz start reading my notes or else i will be dead tml!!!
My Pretty Nails!!!
The Shoes i bought!!!
kept forever 6:45 PM
Thursday, September 01, 2005
back to blog again... today i am supposed to go for training at 10am however when i finish bathing, i receive a msg from my manager telling me that the training will be postpone to tml from 10am to 2pm.. then i thought of going back to slp but my hair is still wet so i decided to use the internet... however my stupid internet is down... so i called the office and they asked me to bring my modem to thier office(which is at the east side) i almost fainted... haha.. luckily my mum acc me there... since i had wake up so early, i decided to do a "movie" for my class... i spent hours sitting in front of the lappy and trying to put all the pic into the "movie." at last i am done wif my "movie" i am so proud of myself... haha!!! when i got my modem fix, the first thing i reach home is to log into my msn to see if he is online... however i didnt see him online so i sms him and ask him whether did he go sch... yes he did go sch... after awhile, i click on the group his contact is again and he is online again... i wanted to talk to him but i dont dare.. as i am afraid that he is busy... so didnt chat wif him... so i decided to go slp for awhile... at ard 5 plus, i check again and he is still online but i still didnt talk to him cos i noe he will not reply cos he is playing game... didnt talk to him for almost half a day, i found out that i really miss him... actually got lots of things to ask him but i don dare to ask him as i am afraid that after asking him all those qns, we will quarrel again and our friendship will get affected again... which is something i really don wish to happen... what shld i do??? i am really lost and sad!!!!
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