Tuesday, April 17, 2007

ok i am offically 20 years old! ok im old!! celeb my birthday with my colleagues. As i am working on my bday eve so they are the 1st to celeb my birthday wif me on the actual day!! haha!! had 1 big flamming lambogini from joan, 1 big gls of mixture of alcohol, 1 gls of absinthe black and a few gls of shots!! this is the time where i really can recognise anybody and i puke like siao!! in the end ah long, xiao pang and tiff send me home... mummy and sis was waiting for me downstairs and heard they say mummy's face super black!!! oh no! im in deep trouble...
after the drunk celebration, i missed sch as i simply juz cant wake up.. in the end i woke up at 9 plus 10 to puke... in the end i puke till this afternoon... feel so so uncomfortable lor.. this tell me that i am not going to drink anymore!!!
cos of last night drinking i spend the rest of my birthday at home resting... shld go out wif tiff but im too weak to go out so i shall slp at home!!

Labels: Happy 20th Birthday to me

kept forever 11:59 PM

Monday, April 16, 2007

we're done!! that wat he tell me and i shall accept this time cos i noe he is unhappy when he is wif me.. i tink its useless for me to hold on to this rs as it will only waste his time and he will 4ever tink tat i am nv serious in this rs...
he is really pissed this time.. he sound so fierce in all the msg.. he really scared me off.. i tink im wrong but there is nothing i can do cos i don wan him to feel so terrible wif me... i wan him to be happy... so i muz let him go...
he think tat i will be ok but his wrong... i wont cry but im still hurt... y muz it be today, a day b4 my big day...
i really need to work cos i need to earn my own allowance but y cant u juz accept the fact and let me work.. its not like i nv spend any time wif u... i make it a must to take off on sat to acc u as u are in camp during weekdays so sat is the best time for me to spend time wif u...
i work on ur bday is because i don wan u to stay out of camp and get urself in any trouble but u juz tink that i don wan to spend time wif u... there is nothing i can do as that is ur tinking and not mine so i cant change it.
im so sorry for hurting u and gif u so much stress in this rs.. im sorry for wasting ur time...
Thanks for all the sweet moments you had given me..

Labels: my 1st birthday gift hurt me so much

kept forever 3:32 PM

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

i decided to give it another try!! wahaha!!
went to meet him on behalf of nest.. as its supposed to be a surprise for him.. went to shop ard before sis came to meet us for sushi buffet... haha!! while waiting for sis at the control station, kind him helped an auntie do a 'short' survey. tat survey don noe got how many pages la... nv see such a 'SHORT' survey before... we got so irritated tat we juz took the survey from the auntie and do it ourselves... went for sis forever wanting sushi buffet.. we took lots of sushi pix to tempt ken!! wahaha!!
after sushi, we went shopping!!! walk to suntec first cos sis wan to see things... so went there to walk i also can see my clothes but didnt get to see any clothes... went marina to do my nails.. then went to look at camera... so in love wif sony T20... hope mummy willing to get for us... haha!! went Topshop, jie and me each got a top and sis got a top for his birthday... haha!! and i got a pair of shoes from INK! wahaha!!
after tat went to eski to look for tiff while waiting for ken to reach... haha!! i drank my fav strawberry daiquri and sis drank sweet fairy and he drank his forever fav tiger beer(eee)... wahaha!! also had sis fav potato wedges and tiff is eating the wedges secretly... haha!!!

kept forever 2:55 PM