Wednesday, November 30, 2005
had culture today!! simply luv culture cos its so fun!! encounter wif some problem when i am trying to use movie maker to do my ppt.. called alot of ppl for help.. haha... went home wif darling jane today.. went to buona vista cos she wanted to get her cousin's ez-link card back... however she didnt manage to get it back.. on the way home, we chatted alot.. we talked abt our life and our story...
at last!! i call the PMK's boss to settle the sponsorship things... he ask me to send a proposal to him then he will get back to me again... pray that i am able to get PMK to sponsor...
ok something sam told me today make me haf the feeling that i muz really gif up on him... she told me that he actually ask her to tell me to go find a better guy... however sam ask him to tell me himself cos she had alrdy told me lots of time le... then i told sam that everything is over juz tat i need time now... hence she told me tat if i wan to gif up on her, the first thing is to erase my msg tone... i told her tat is impossible cos i really like tat song...
i tell myself that this time round i muz really gif up and stop wasting my time on rs anymore... haf gif up hope on rs... not going to be so soft hearted liao...
kept forever 12:17 AM
Monday, November 28, 2005
went to sch alone today... cos sam went overseas and she is not back yet so went to sch today... then met Rendall at Redhill to take cab... today Ada took over our class.. the problem for today is so DIFFICULT!! i wan to faint le... today lesson end super late.. it end at ard 4.15pm... omg!! its de latest for this sem... haha!!
went to PS with jane and rendall for dinner... went to eat at Thai Express... the food there is nice.. esp is the tom yam soup... omg!! i bought clothes again.. hehe... haf been buying clothes whenever i go out... last sat bought 2 tops and today bought a skirt at PMK... lucky darling jane got fren work at PMK so got 10% discount... tink going to wear the skirt tml... hehe!!!
darling sharon when are u coming back?? i am so bored... darling sharon is not in sch today so asked K for his ppt... cos he and sharon same grp so no choice haf to ask from him... now really don like to click on the group his contact is found in.. cos i noe that whenever i see his nick i will be hurt... but for the sake of my ppt, have to ask from him... this time round, talking to him, i really feel the distant bet the 2 of us... cos everytime i thank him for the ppt he send me, he will reply me np.. but this time round he nv reply... am i too sensitive or wat, i tink i am not going to haf any chance le... 2 things that make me feel so.
1. his private nick
2. the tone he used when i chat wif him
kept forever 9:38 PM
Sunday, November 27, 2005
had been staying online the whole afternoon juz to wait for him to come online... the moment he come online i was "killed" by his msn nick!!! y muz this type of things always happen on me!!
"U make me fall for u.. then u done smthing that make me misunderstand u... then we quarrel... and i fall for other guy... but i still nv forget u... u were one of the reason bet me and the guy break up... i still cant forget u... but u always write this nick tat will always hurt me... ARGH!!!"
ARGH!!ARGH!!ARGH!!ARGH!!ARGH!!ARGH!!ARGH!!ARGH!!ARGH!!
other then writing this i don noe wat to write... i really need to find smthing to vent all my anger!!! actually its not his fault.. it shld be my own fault... y muz i be so dumb to fall for a guy so easily and deeply... *slap myself*
really hate my foolishness... y am i such a soft-hearted gal...
the reason y i fall for him:
1. he treat me very well
2. he is always there for me
3. he knows when to make me laugh
4. the day we spent tgt
5. he will always gif in to me..
kept forever 10:00 PM
Thursday, November 24, 2005
Today nothing to do so went to look at my frenz blog.. saw Jon's blog got a lot of survey... so decided to play... this is my result...
You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish |
| Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible. |
How Boyish or Girlish Are You?
I tink this is quite true!!
| Your Career Type: Social |
 You are helpful, friendly, and trustworthy.Your talents lie in teaching, nursing, giving information, and solving social problems.
You would make an excellent:
Counselor - Dental Hygienist - LibrarianNurse - Parole Officer - Personal TrainerPhysical Therapist - Social Worker - Teacher
The worst career options for your are realistic careers, like truck driver or farmer. |
What's" Your Ideal Career?This test is also quite true!!
| Your Inner Child Is Angry |
 You're not an angry person.But when you don't get your way, watch out.Like a very manipulative kid, you will get what you want.Even if it takes a little kicking and screaming. |
How Is Your Inner Child?
This is really me!!| Your Summer Ride is a Mini Cooper |
 You are all about unique, one of a kind adventures.The only thing predictable about your summer is that it's unpredictable! |
What's" Your Summer Ride?This is also quite true!!
| Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage |
 You've dated enough to know what you want.And that's marriage - with the right person.You're serious about settling down some time soon.Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to! |
| Your Blogging Type is Kind and Harmonious |
 You're an approachable blogger who tends to have many online friends.People new to your blogging circle know they can count on you for support.You tend to mediate fighting and drama. You set a cooperative tone.You have a great eye for design - and your blog tends to be the best looking on the block! |
| The Keys to Your Heart |
 You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. |
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
This is so so so true!!!| How You Are In Love |
 You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.
You tend to give more than take in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. |
How Are You In Love?
This is so so true!!
| Slow and Steady |
 Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.
They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.
It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.
They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it. |
How Do People See You?
Is this true? i not sure! why dont u as my frenz tell me!! thanx!!
kept forever 7:59 PM
Sunday, November 20, 2005
today is sunday man!! and it is the first time i wake up so early!! always got to slp for 12 hours during weekend but today only manage to slp for 8 hours!!! cos i meeting sam 11am at jurong to go kenny's bday party which is at his hse, Bedok.. and the party start at 1pm so have to wake up early!! reach kenny's hse b4 1pm then rot in his room... play game, eat and chat wif those berries who turn up... haha... left at ard 5 cos az need to reach clementi by 5.45.. oops so it means that she is going to be late.. haha... reach at ard 6 plus near 7... then came online and stupid Bo Shi ask me to go see a pix in his blog... look at the pix for quite long still cant figure out wat is the letter.. then he kept telling me that i need to change my eyes... so now come here to look for kind ppl who is willing to donate me their eyes... but pls make sure u can see wat is the word found in the pix inside Bo Shi's blog b4 u donate me ur eyes... however manage to see the word... but i am the last to see it... omg!! really need to change my eyes le... haha!!!
* ppl who is interested to donate me their eyes pls tag me* thanks!!!
kept forever 9:31 PM
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
nothing much happen this few day... had SIT meeting ytday... haf to take down minutes ytday cos darling mj eyes pain.. today got UT so reached sch at ard 8.25am then done my UT and today module is enterprise.. simply don like the enterprise fac... she really s**ks lor... no matter how much u contribute, she will still gif u B... today haf to do POA again... i really don noe how to do POA lor.. so went to sharon's class... sharon darling really help me a lot... den when i return back to class, i found out that all my grp members had left only Nimmi is left in my grp... *sob*... was the last to present but was the fastest to finish cos the fac didnt wan to ask my grp any qns... lesson end early today... stayed in class to wait for meeting which is at 4.30... did chat wif him for awhile but he want to play game... so really chat for a short while... ok gtg watch my show le... update u again...
oh ya promise to tell u all my decision whether to be stranger or enemy wif zc... and the decision is i am still unable to forgive him... so i tink i need time...
kept forever 8:04 PM
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
What a lucky and unlucky day i had today.. the lucky thing is that i kept on seeing him today.. hehe!! this morning when i was on the way to sch, i happen to see him on the bus stop.. then in the afternoon, i went to sharon's class (also his class) to learn Balance Sheet... so got to see him again!! haha!!! then after sch, i meeting Sharon at her block there...then again, i saw him on my way to Sharon's block.. and we said "hi" to each other... then saw sharon and we walk to Tanglin Campus tgt... when we reached the PP entrance... Guess wat!! i saw him again... then got talk for a while then off sharon, jane and i went to the canteen to get some snacks... then on the way to the library, the unlucky part of my day come.. i saw zc when i am on the way to the library... that is not the worst part... the worst part is zc is also going to the library... so it mean that i am going to see him!!! omg!!
on the way home today, i reflected on wat happen today, i feel that i am able to let go of some things le... eg. today i saw Ivy in the library and i can talk to her like normal frenz unlike in the past... i will juz gif an attitude and walk off... i tink i have learn to accept what is happening around K... so i decided to ask myself shld i let all my hates for zc and treat him like a stranger rather than an enemy? (tell u all my decision in my next entry)
kept forever 10:44 PM
Saturday, November 05, 2005
so ke lian!! went to sch alone ytday!! then went i reach class, i am the fifth to reach class!!! omg!! its already 8.20am and there is only 4 ppl in the class? haha!! called willie to check if he is coming sch... omg!! that guy is still at home lah!! in the end only 15 ppl attended class ytday... therefore class ended very early... went home to change and put my laptop before meeting alice and tine.. meet them for dinner and movie... had our dinner then we went to buy our movie tickets. we decided to watch the show Just Like Heaven. But the show START at 12am so we decided to call Albert and ask if he can drive us home after the show... while waiting for the show to start, we sat at the overhead bridge and chat.. tine and alice told me wat happened during their trip to Genting... we chatted till ard 11 then we decided to go back to JP... we went to X-Zone and played for a while.. its so fun!! haha!!! at ard 11 plus we went to the cinema to wait for the show to start... Just Like Heaven is a very nice show!! the show ended at ard 1.30am then we went to find Albert as he has came to fetch us home... So good rite? Really want to thanks Albert for the ride home... reached home at ard 2am.. then went to prepare and off to bed... slept all the way till 12pm this afternoon... so piggy rite? haha!!! then spent my day watching wang zi bian qing hua... actually haf to help nest wif his maths de but went he call me its already quite late le.. so we decided to meet tml..
kept forever 5:34 PM
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
phew!!! came home at 6 plus this morning... ytday was Halloween night so me, az, ernest, kenny and darren went to Newsroom bar to celebrate.. haha... ytday was the first time i go down to the dance floor... cos az darling wanted to go down to de dance floor so ak me to acc her... the experience at the dance floor was quite fun however my toes hurts cos ppl kept stepping on my toes... haha!! after a while we went back then az and kenny went down to the dance floor... heard from az that kenny kept stepping on her toes... we left the place at ard 2 plus then we went to find Rendall they all... we went to long john to eat... then we walked to winsland house there to slack... sat till ard 5 plus then all of us cannot make it le so decided to go home... tell u all a secret... kenny really cannot dance... the way he dance is so funny lah!!! haha!!!
kept forever 5:29 PM
