Thursday, September 01, 2005

back to blog again... today i am supposed to go for training at 10am however when i finish bathing, i receive a msg from my manager telling me that the training will be postpone to tml from 10am to 2pm.. then i thought of going back to slp but my hair is still wet so i decided to use the internet... however my stupid internet is down... so i called the office and they asked me to bring my modem to thier office(which is at the east side) i almost fainted... haha.. luckily my mum acc me there... since i had wake up so early, i decided to do a "movie" for my class... i spent hours sitting in front of the lappy and trying to put all the pic into the "movie." at last i am done wif my "movie" i am so proud of myself... haha!!! when i got my modem fix, the first thing i reach home is to log into my msn to see if he is online... however i didnt see him online so i sms him and ask him whether did he go sch... yes he did go sch... after awhile, i click on the group his contact is again and he is online again... i wanted to talk to him but i dont dare.. as i am afraid that he is busy... so didnt chat wif him... so i decided to go slp for awhile... at ard 5 plus, i check again and he is still online but i still didnt talk to him cos i noe he will not reply cos he is playing game... didnt talk to him for almost half a day, i found out that i really miss him... actually got lots of things to ask him but i don dare to ask him as i am afraid that after asking him all those qns, we will quarrel again and our friendship will get affected again... which is something i really don wish to happen... what shld i do??? i am really lost and sad!!!!

kept forever 7:20 PM